when it hurts too much to look ahead, and it hurts too bad to turn around..
just look to your side and i'll be there.

had my first jap lesson today. it was fun, really. we had to read along and aloud with the teacher and memorize a few lines.. the way to say as well as to write them. went over to bake kueh pang kit with meiying after that, and met some odacians for dinner. a "farewell" dinner. it's not gonna be farewell man..

somehow though i seem to have bade farewell to many things that i used to cherish a lot, things that i used to believe in. they became sort of superficial, that it hurts. alot.
how i wish things were like before. gahhh maybe i have too much time now, and i start thinking abt trivial stuff like this. its times like this that you'd yearn for that hectic jc student schedule! then you won't have time to think bout such things.

i wanna start doing things that i wanna do, if it makes me happy. it's as good as going all the way to satisfy a craving whenever i have one. don't care if i'm gonna do it myself. don't care bout what others may think and do.

Will you be there for me too?